the countdown has begun

I am so very pleased to say that I have an appointment to see the specialist. I am so excited and anxious and actually really nervous! You know how its better to not know something, than to know it!! That is how I feel when it comes to thinking about getting a confirmed diagnosis. I am really looking forward to "recovering" getting back in shape. I cant wait till I can run around and not sit on the sidelines of everything. I am looking forward to moving past the feeling of being stuck in time while everyone is running past me. All of these things I cant wait for, but they still scare me. I read a quote one day, I don't remember what it was exactly but I remember it being about fear and that if we don't have fear we cannot have courage! Courage is something I am working on, I am trying to turn my fear into courage.  I really will be ready for anything that comes at me!!
If everyone picked one thing that they are scared of and used that fear as courage, we could all tackle anything that comes our way.
Thanks for reading.
Hannah